Living the Soap opera
Well, it has been a bit since I have posted. Mostly this is due to the fact that my life has been enough of a soap opera as of late that I didn't wish to bore the world with the details. Also, I didn't wish to have any real recollection of what has transpired, but I do just need to place a couple of statments to those that may care. My "girlfriend" and I are back together, on very very thin ice... One of the people that she dated for awhile is stalking her to the point that she is getting a ppo against the person. She is very depressed and has been having suicidal thoughts for quite some time. The only reason that she hasn't left this inane existence behind, is because she knows that I would follow her. There. Quick and sweet. I have lost many people that I thought were friends. Maybe I alienated them through my thoughts or things that I have said, though I think it is just more likely that I am not worthy of the friends that I had. Well, I have now gotten myself depressed enough that I don't feel like adding any more at this time....