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All that stuff I thought was wrong. You never actually cared about anyone. You don't even do what you think is right. You just do what feels best to your body. What makes you brain feel no pain. Right or Wrong. Just or Unjust. Selfless or Selfish. You don't care. You complain when others notice. You say they have no right. Well here I am pointing it out, now just try and stop me.
Think I'm not good enough? Guess what, I'm not, and I'll take that judgement because it legit. True Feeling. What someone actually feels. No Lies. Genuine smiles and frowns. Take my glasses of and you'll see what I actually look like. See me as me. I hide, I stumble, I fall on the ground. Is that right? Dunno but at least I'd admit that to myself. I don't do shit because its normal. I do what I'm told. Why? Because I'm a weak ass kid. Me in the real world. Come on, I'm dreaming, but I'll just keep on going anyway. Die today, die tomorrow, does it actually matter? Well, no, but it does to some people I know and that means everything to me. I'd rather sacrifice myself to do what makes them better, to do what they want, no matter how much I don't agree with it. Does it hurt me? Yes, more then any other thing. I can't stand, want it to stop, but it doesn't. Too bad.
Understand them. You can understand me. Let's break this false taboo. Its not real, we've been lied to, like everything we do. I haven't given up on you.
Gone to the lonelyness. To the lonely planet of my own name. I'm not really sure what that is anyway.
Think I'm not good enough? Guess what, I'm not, and I'll take that judgement because it legit. True Feeling. What someone actually feels. No Lies. Genuine smiles and frowns. Take my glasses of and you'll see what I actually look like. See me as me. I hide, I stumble, I fall on the ground. Is that right? Dunno but at least I'd admit that to myself. I don't do shit because its normal. I do what I'm told. Why? Because I'm a weak ass kid. Me in the real world. Come on, I'm dreaming, but I'll just keep on going anyway. Die today, die tomorrow, does it actually matter? Well, no, but it does to some people I know and that means everything to me. I'd rather sacrifice myself to do what makes them better, to do what they want, no matter how much I don't agree with it. Does it hurt me? Yes, more then any other thing. I can't stand, want it to stop, but it doesn't. Too bad.
Understand them. You can understand me. Let's break this false taboo. Its not real, we've been lied to, like everything we do. I haven't given up on you.
Gone to the lonelyness. To the lonely planet of my own name. I'm not really sure what that is anyway.