pissed off and what not
ok so im kind of pissed off. at who you may ask myself. i am just goign to ramble on because i am unimportant and worthless to this damn world where i am no ones. i am just so depressed these days, i am always there but never it seems will i be the people who i likes special person, i am just a friend thats all it ever seems. well i dont want that i want to be more i want to feel. you dont now how i feel i know ou say you do but you dont. i amno ones friend im just hre for your amusement and to be hurt so much more over time. i hate it, i hate it all. i put myself through mental and emotion torture just you could have soemoen be there and not be alone whiel your friends left. i esih for so much more i hate living and i hate the word love.
why is it i had to see it, why coudltn i just avoid anime. i fuckign hate it all but im tied doen because of what i love. why cant i be normal, but if i was normal would it be worth loosing all i hold closest to my heart, i dont kno wnaymore i just want someone to love me i guess. to know i am not alone and to know that someone wishes to talk to me and care.
why is it i had to see it, why coudltn i just avoid anime. i fuckign hate it all but im tied doen because of what i love. why cant i be normal, but if i was normal would it be worth loosing all i hold closest to my heart, i dont kno wnaymore i just want someone to love me i guess. to know i am not alone and to know that someone wishes to talk to me and care.