where have i gone
Yup fucking bull shit, I’ve been completely depress and miserable for the past two months and the funny thing is steve was the only one to notice and ask me was up. Only him. Like wow how sad is that. Where is this all coming for well id tell ya but I don’t really know my self all I know I’ve been feeling really lonely, sad, worthless, a tool, nothing more that a toy for peoples amusement, just nothing to no one unless they need something.
Im back at the point I would love to open mouth kiss the object of my demise, watch the hammer flash to its mark and feel the led flow thru my flesh making me realize that in the end everything I do will be lost, people will forget. Nothing I do will make people fallow and try to make the world a better place.
I realized that I’ve failed, nothing I’ve done or sacrificed for trying to help another person didn’t really matter … fuck man I am a bitch, like what’s the point everything I do is unrecognized . I’ve try to do my best for not only me but for whoever want’s a chance to prove to the world that their better then what they are and deserve a chance to do more with their life …….
Haaaaaaaaaa fuck man reading that all back ….. Man im pritty pathetic. I whish I knew why I get to the point where I really do believe in everything I just read. Sometime I really do believe I was a mistake. That people would have been better off if I never existed. I think I’ve done more damaged then I did help…
Way to go frank u fucking dumbass. Way to go and wasted everyones time….
Ya im pritty out of it as well, so try not to take this to hart. I just wanted to let people know sense I’ve held that in for a long time but, that’s the way I feel every day for the past 7 years. Its really hard to fight with and put on a happy face when really I just … I just … I wish I was more then this .. I suck lol. Im out
Ps: please like I said don’t think to much of this post. I just wanted to wright out what I think about myself and my worth and that’s what came out. Why do think like this is the biggest question to me but will never get an answer till I figure out .. Ya like that will happen ………..
Im back at the point I would love to open mouth kiss the object of my demise, watch the hammer flash to its mark and feel the led flow thru my flesh making me realize that in the end everything I do will be lost, people will forget. Nothing I do will make people fallow and try to make the world a better place.
I realized that I’ve failed, nothing I’ve done or sacrificed for trying to help another person didn’t really matter … fuck man I am a bitch, like what’s the point everything I do is unrecognized . I’ve try to do my best for not only me but for whoever want’s a chance to prove to the world that their better then what they are and deserve a chance to do more with their life …….
Haaaaaaaaaa fuck man reading that all back ….. Man im pritty pathetic. I whish I knew why I get to the point where I really do believe in everything I just read. Sometime I really do believe I was a mistake. That people would have been better off if I never existed. I think I’ve done more damaged then I did help…
Way to go frank u fucking dumbass. Way to go and wasted everyones time….
Ya im pritty out of it as well, so try not to take this to hart. I just wanted to let people know sense I’ve held that in for a long time but, that’s the way I feel every day for the past 7 years. Its really hard to fight with and put on a happy face when really I just … I just … I wish I was more then this .. I suck lol. Im out
Ps: please like I said don’t think to much of this post. I just wanted to wright out what I think about myself and my worth and that’s what came out. Why do think like this is the biggest question to me but will never get an answer till I figure out .. Ya like that will happen ………..