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Jun 28, 2009 02:58

Well lets see what’s new with me… well not much really just border line broke but not. Work like always has its ups and downs but I love working their. I really hope I end up being a permanent employee their, I really do. Me and pboebe are doing great, I love her to peaces. She makes any bad day of mine seem like nothing after being held in her arms. And I love the way she trying to keep me in place with the goals I have set for my self.

I have 13 more pay checks to go be for the band debt is done with and I can move on with the visa well paying it off fully. I’ve done what chad told me to do and just live off credit which not a bad idea. For the most part I pay my rent and other important bills and whatever I have left like about 400 bucks goes striate to my visa bill… I just wish I was more smart when I was working a lot of over time and put more of the money I made from that on my bills then splurging on myself.. Well the reason for that is my mood swing from happy to fuck I hate my life. If does piss me off when I end up trying anything just to stop thinking like my life is useless but meh that’s how I am.

Went to montys, yes yes I know I shouldn’t of have but kelly twisted my arm so I went. Me and him got some looks from some chicks and one of them came over to for them to ask us to talk with them but of cores not. Funny thing is the chick that was talking to me and kelly knows phoebe. Her name is sarah or as her aka name invincible sarah. We ended up talking for a bit about her and phoebe, she seems to be a very nice, chillin and interesting person. But ya after that I really wasn’t in the mood for stick around so I bounced.

Montys isn’t want it use to be or its just the mood I’m in that makes me feel that way fuck if I know. All I know is I can’t wait to be back at work get my check and start off fresh and keep with what I’ve set myself out to do. I know with phoebe she’ll keep me on track. And hopefully ill be able to give what she needs for her to start off what she needs to do. Bla well fuck this jazz man im out, enuff talking smack about my life and fuck off into the night.

Nighty night ya’ll if u look closely im under your bed ready to hack u all to peaces AAAAHAHAHHAHAH lol ya I don’t know where that came from but ya im out once more and I leave u with this.

i was walking down the street when out the corner of my eye, i saw a pretty little thing approaching me.
she said i never seen a man, who looks so all alone, could you use a little company?
if you pay the right price, your evening will be nice, or you can go and send me on my way, i said your such a sweet young thing, why'd you do this to yourself?
she looked at me and this is what she said.

there aint no rest for the wicked, money dont grow on trees, i got bills to pay, i got mouths to feed, there aint nothing in this world for free.
i know i cant slow down, i cant hold back though you know i wish i could, oh no there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.

not even 15 minutes later, after walking down the street, when i saw the shadow of a man creep out of sight, then he swept up from behind, put a gun up to my head, he made it clear he wasnt looking for a fight, he said give me all you've got, i want your money not your life, if you try to make a move i wont think twice, i told him you can have my cash, but first you know ive got to ask, what made you want to live this kind of life?

he said there aint no rest for the wicked, money dont grow on trees, i got bills to pay i got mouths to feed aint nothing in this world for free.
i know i cant slow down, i cant hold back though you know i wish i could oh no there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.

now a couple hours past, and i was sitting in my house, the day was winding down and coming to an end, so i turned on the tv, and flipped it over to the news, and what i saw i almost couldnt comprehend, i saw a preacher manin cuffs taking money from the church, he stuffed his bank account with righteous dollar bills but even still i cant say much cause i know were all the same, oh yes we all seek out to satisfy those thrills.

you know there aint no rest for the wicked, money dont grow on trees, we got bills to pay we got mouths to feed aint nothing in this world for free.
we cant slow down, we cant hold back though you know we wish we could. you no there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good
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