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god.. it's f'ing 4:30 am and i'm wide awake. wtf is wrong with me. i woke up at 3:30 feeling all nervous and weird. don't tell me i'm already nervous about the wedding, it's a week away!! i'm not nervous about getting married, but just about things going smoothly and everything coming together right, and being up in front of everyone. i'm a wuss, basically, and i hate being in front of a bunch of people, so this is totally going to be hard for me. i know i should just enjoy the attention because it's "my day" or whatever, but it's a lot of pressure thinking about all the focus on yourself. it's like shit, well i better look perfect and not mess up anything. yarr