smiles for miles
tonight was good mostly .. started out at ruebey tuesday with kristen . thought i was gonna explode afterwards...o man o man o man late tonight has left me incredibly inspired im ontop of the word right now.... im drunk drinking jameson all night gonna havea huge hangover ..its lte.. i have to be up at 7 to ride my bike to the dentist ( to get a route conal) like 5 plus miles.. i dont care tho fuck it! i saw mr paul hana tonight and it was great he was very welcoming as usual..the longer i no him and what not ..( not that he has ever cared or anything) the longer i feelhe really does understand..he no's that im totally inlove with his sister and always have been how come he gets it so much an d is so understanding? maybe she goes home like i do after we see echother... ontop of the world " smiles for miles" just fucking amazing . i just want to keep writing .. its been two weeks since i last saw her and it was incredibly long before that.. ive been left incredibly motivated spent my hole vacation working 8- 10 hours a day staying sober and smiling lots.... it's somthing to look forward to...i hope its as real as it feels...