Jan 02, 2007 04:18
oooo it's somedays
i wish my times spent sooo happy were less few and far between and more memorable then the others
but tonight was nice
went over to my brotyher in laws/sisters to watch "the game" lets not kid ourselves i dont care about the game or watching it ...
but i had a good night got to chill withe my bro whoo lives in arizona...
most of all hung out with ava the most of the night playing my little pony and " dora castle" i think im more intriged? ( <---- why cant i spell that word!)
with her then she is with me ... she is at a great age and so interesting and fun... 4 in only a couple weeks ...i love to sit and play and interact with her and preston...(nephew one year younger see myspace pic..) ....." why do you drink beer all the time uncle chad can i try some" i don't no why ava because i like it and it tastes good .. and you cant have any cause there are worms " dont you mean catipillars uncel chad" yes worms AND catipilars.... in the bottom.. EWWWWW!!!!
cause she clearly cant understand why .. i hardly do yet..
i love being jsut as much an influance than anyone else in her life.. trying to explain to her that you dont have to color in the lines!
.. but she doesnt quit get the jist of it yet...
im exited for the future as well... i cant wait till she is 5 -6!? zoo trips!ice cream! hopefully in my mustang...as awsome as stuff like that will be .. hope it's not just the two of us..and i wish that didnt bring me down so much ..
ooo i wanna keep writing on writing .. must pass out
whattt ?????whaattt???