Jan 16, 2006 23:03
ive been so fucking mad all day..
ahhh payday tomrow ..have all my shit pyed up?? fuck no
glad im fucking ramatized now.. hit a huuuuge fucking dog going atleast 60 on the way to work today great daner or somthing? didn't run it over but DEFINATLY died instantly flew higher than my car in the air and like 30 -40 feet.. landed in the ditch on the other side of the road.... how fucking horrible...
fucking up my car.. both airbags deploid about fucking shitmyself
i never even saw it .. neer even saw it move.. or run infront of my ..it was just there all the sudden looking directly at me like a "deer caught in the headlights" so now my car in undrivable again .. and lots of damage done .. it's in te bodyshop now ..a nd hopefully is totaled so the bank can cut me a fat check if im lucky .. unlikely.. but hopfully.. if not gotta pay a 500$ deductable and am back in the hole... fuckkk you thursday..
and i feeel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad about this ...i killed somones dog someones pet.. i feel fucking horrible .. atleast it was dead instantly..
oooo stleast im sloppy ass drunk hope the wekend goes well...johny cash ... work on my car a bit .. rollingrock ......... hopefully and some .
oo sleeeeep i love you. passing out now