New Beginnings?
I hate going back on my word...
Well, it's officially, officially done between me and Chris. I did it this time. I guess I'm finally getting some sense in my head. It sucks really bad. You try and try and try for so long. Not so much for yourself, but for your goals. Well I guess I've just got to set new goals and be a big girl. I'll probably spend the remainder of my night bawling like a baby, but hey, what can you do? (not cry, lol).
Finals week is riding on my ass. I'm only worried about a couple of 'em. I didn't pay attention like I should have this semester. I got myself into a hole. It's waaaaay too late to fix it now, but I'll try anyway.
So what do you say when you're turning over a new leaf (again)? Life is good? I don't know. It's gonna be hard running into him on the 4th. I'm almost certain that he'll have Mary *cringe* with him, but I'm not gonna let him ruin my night. AND I'll have to see him in court *double cringe* on the 9th. It'll be odd. I think my mom's gonna be there, lol. I hope a fist fight doesn't break out.
(trying to be) A brand new,
Alkie
Well, it's officially, officially done between me and Chris. I did it this time. I guess I'm finally getting some sense in my head. It sucks really bad. You try and try and try for so long. Not so much for yourself, but for your goals. Well I guess I've just got to set new goals and be a big girl. I'll probably spend the remainder of my night bawling like a baby, but hey, what can you do? (not cry, lol).
Finals week is riding on my ass. I'm only worried about a couple of 'em. I didn't pay attention like I should have this semester. I got myself into a hole. It's waaaaay too late to fix it now, but I'll try anyway.
So what do you say when you're turning over a new leaf (again)? Life is good? I don't know. It's gonna be hard running into him on the 4th. I'm almost certain that he'll have Mary *cringe* with him, but I'm not gonna let him ruin my night. AND I'll have to see him in court *double cringe* on the 9th. It'll be odd. I think my mom's gonna be there, lol. I hope a fist fight doesn't break out.
(trying to be) A brand new,
Alkie