idk anymore....

[scumbagxxx]

wow....so many things...im about to cry asi say this....so many things have gone horribly wrong the past few days...for one my family has fallen apart .....one again...another is i now stay at least 6 feet awat frim my step father..and whenever someone touches me..i jump like 10 feet in the air....another thing is friendships....mine are fucking up.....people are lying to each other for now god damn reason...ppl are stabbing each other in the back also... wednesday is my school dance and ppl r making a big deal about it saying bring a date and crap...its bull shit..go with your friends and have a goo fucking time!!!! ITA NOT A PROM DAMN IT!!!...ugh....anyways..my first class i am now non-stop in trouble...she moved me to the back saying i talk to much, for when she told me to move to the back MY MOUTH WAS SO CLOSED I COULDNT BREATHE OUT OF IT....FUCKING OLD HAG!!!! plus not to mention my eyes keep hurting... idk..they are just starting to bur when i put my glasses on everyday....theneveryones making a big deal about me being bisexual of w/e...you know what??!?!KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS!!!! its nothing big okay!?? its me, and your you... its not that big ok god..yes i have an interest in girls and boys...my opinion.. i get the best of both "worlds" which i like, becuz, girls are gorgeous guys are gorgeous im not afriad to come out and say to a girl...you know what..you are rele hott, or i think i like you...not hard for me at all. and also another thing is myself....everyone seems to think amy is superwoman or sum shit... im fucking human damn it!! getting all this shit thrown at me at once.. i cant just swirl it around in a circle over my head like a juggler!! ill drop 5 at once and end up killing myself.. i have done this many many times be4, and personally im not a cat, i dotn have 9 lives ot live ok? k...

i think i have gotten all my frustration out so far...
it felt good as hell...