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okay I hate to update twice in one day but I am going to.
I can't sleep wana go do something and am just all around bored. I finished what can be done on the mask until I buy fur. I want to get a new CD but any worth while music store is closed right now. I want to plant things but that requires supplies. I guess I could go for a walk but then I would want someone to talk to. Maybe I will call people and wake their sorry asses up. wa wa wa I know.
On a sour note I am starting to get restless. I can feel when I am getting backed into a corner I shut myself off from others start a frenzy of projects in an attempt to divert emotion. It feels like everything in the house is very emotionally charged right now and I am afraid I am going to lash out at the wrong people for the wrong reasons in an attempt to find my equalibrium. I feel like I am slipping and I don't know in what direction.
Oh well I will try to sleep early and set my alarm to see what I can do with tomorrow
*Puts on her brave face*
I can't sleep wana go do something and am just all around bored. I finished what can be done on the mask until I buy fur. I want to get a new CD but any worth while music store is closed right now. I want to plant things but that requires supplies. I guess I could go for a walk but then I would want someone to talk to. Maybe I will call people and wake their sorry asses up. wa wa wa I know.
On a sour note I am starting to get restless. I can feel when I am getting backed into a corner I shut myself off from others start a frenzy of projects in an attempt to divert emotion. It feels like everything in the house is very emotionally charged right now and I am afraid I am going to lash out at the wrong people for the wrong reasons in an attempt to find my equalibrium. I feel like I am slipping and I don't know in what direction.
Oh well I will try to sleep early and set my alarm to see what I can do with tomorrow
*Puts on her brave face*