God, I feel whiny
I'm so depressed today it's sad and the worst part is not knowing why. I was drinking last night and I am never the happiest of people the next morning but it was really light but I just felt like crap from the moment that I got out of bed this morning.
Cleaned the bedroom did a lot of laundry and then went to Pop's at Gabe's suggestion. After that I went apartment hunting and that sucked. There is nothing worse then driving around and looking for a place that looks nice and then going and talking to a fake person and always finding out the nice places are always out of the price range by about 100 dollars because I am fucking cheap and have no money. It is even worse when they suggest someplace about 2 miles down the road and you have to turn then down because you don't own a car and couldn't get to school.
I feel fucking poor and useless. I can't even open a savings account because there is no money to put in it. I'm hungry and lonely. After hanging out with people on tues I am reminded of how much I miss being able to just kick it with people. It seems like any time I see people now we have to go do something because they drove a long time to get here and my roommates don't really like having people at the house.
Please excuse my rambling and get back to your lives
Cleaned the bedroom did a lot of laundry and then went to Pop's at Gabe's suggestion. After that I went apartment hunting and that sucked. There is nothing worse then driving around and looking for a place that looks nice and then going and talking to a fake person and always finding out the nice places are always out of the price range by about 100 dollars because I am fucking cheap and have no money. It is even worse when they suggest someplace about 2 miles down the road and you have to turn then down because you don't own a car and couldn't get to school.
I feel fucking poor and useless. I can't even open a savings account because there is no money to put in it. I'm hungry and lonely. After hanging out with people on tues I am reminded of how much I miss being able to just kick it with people. It seems like any time I see people now we have to go do something because they drove a long time to get here and my roommates don't really like having people at the house.
Please excuse my rambling and get back to your lives