russel the love muscle teehee
the past few days have been kinda depressing but i feel the need for an update
saturday night went to the lakefront with nicole lacey and danielle we swang on the swings and read the catholic girls guide book to sex .. its a really great book .. lacey loves russel the love muscle .. haha spent time there talking to them about all sorts of stuff and then headed to taco bell cause we were hungry ... spent like 2 hours either inside or outside of taco bell ... lacey was on something or something was in her drink because she was so mush crazier then she normally is .. she was having fun with her straw and her drink .. teehee .. it was to great .. spent over an hour and half just sitting there eating and laughing at lacey and everything she said ... then we went outside and sat in our cars for half an hour while listining to danielles radio and nicole talked to joe .. so after that half an hour we went to joes house and sat on his porch till 1:45 in the morning .... nicole and i talked on the way there and all i have to say is i do care no matter what you think!!! ... we had bonding time .. we got there and joe wanted to talk to me about something and i listened but i knew most of what he wanted to tell me but learned some new things .. but im a smart girl and not that stupid enough to go there again ... but joe showed us his new toy which was pretty cool .. we then had bonding time was fun and it seems everyone had some sort of problem/issue they wanted to discuss ... learned a lot that night but the best was when joe carried us all to our cars ... it all started when lacey said he couldn't do it but he did ... teehee ... when i first went out that night i didnt expect what happened to happen but i am glad it did
sunday was a boring day that ended with me going to mass then going home ... that night was a very bad night ... i saw something that made me realize something and finally admitted that something to myself ... now that i have finally admitted it i dont know what to do .. i dont want to feel this way but i do and cant help it :( ... ended up crying myself to sleep and woke up feeling great ... surprisingly letting out that emotion made me feel somewhat better
monday i had to stay home and clean my room b/c it was messy and had to be done before saturday ... i did a good job and now my room is clean for the first time in weeks!!! teehee ... was fine until around midnight when i was sitting at the computer and staring into space when it hit me again and the tears just came ... 2nd night i cried myself to sleep and again woke up this morning feeling great .. its so weird
got my hair cut today .. its 2 inches shorter and thats really short to me .. i like my hair long .. but came home and then heath picked nicole and me up and we headed to wal-mart party city and the thirt stores to look for stuff for the party .. and boy do we have a surprise for yall!!! teehee but was nicoles barbie for the day but i was a pain in the ass along the way tehee .. she wanted me to get these 2 things but i said no cause i didnt want them ... i dont need them and she basically threw the shirt on me and made me try it on but i still didnt get it!!! teehee... for lunch we went to reginelli's then went back to roaming the streets ... i so want a convertible now!!! i have not ridin in one since my cousin had hers years and years ago!!! teehee ..
now im sitting here with nothing to do .... the usual
bye for now (cant wait for saturday!!)
~scully marie
saturday night went to the lakefront with nicole lacey and danielle we swang on the swings and read the catholic girls guide book to sex .. its a really great book .. lacey loves russel the love muscle .. haha spent time there talking to them about all sorts of stuff and then headed to taco bell cause we were hungry ... spent like 2 hours either inside or outside of taco bell ... lacey was on something or something was in her drink because she was so mush crazier then she normally is .. she was having fun with her straw and her drink .. teehee .. it was to great .. spent over an hour and half just sitting there eating and laughing at lacey and everything she said ... then we went outside and sat in our cars for half an hour while listining to danielles radio and nicole talked to joe .. so after that half an hour we went to joes house and sat on his porch till 1:45 in the morning .... nicole and i talked on the way there and all i have to say is i do care no matter what you think!!! ... we had bonding time .. we got there and joe wanted to talk to me about something and i listened but i knew most of what he wanted to tell me but learned some new things .. but im a smart girl and not that stupid enough to go there again ... but joe showed us his new toy which was pretty cool .. we then had bonding time was fun and it seems everyone had some sort of problem/issue they wanted to discuss ... learned a lot that night but the best was when joe carried us all to our cars ... it all started when lacey said he couldn't do it but he did ... teehee ... when i first went out that night i didnt expect what happened to happen but i am glad it did
sunday was a boring day that ended with me going to mass then going home ... that night was a very bad night ... i saw something that made me realize something and finally admitted that something to myself ... now that i have finally admitted it i dont know what to do .. i dont want to feel this way but i do and cant help it :( ... ended up crying myself to sleep and woke up feeling great ... surprisingly letting out that emotion made me feel somewhat better
monday i had to stay home and clean my room b/c it was messy and had to be done before saturday ... i did a good job and now my room is clean for the first time in weeks!!! teehee ... was fine until around midnight when i was sitting at the computer and staring into space when it hit me again and the tears just came ... 2nd night i cried myself to sleep and again woke up this morning feeling great .. its so weird
got my hair cut today .. its 2 inches shorter and thats really short to me .. i like my hair long .. but came home and then heath picked nicole and me up and we headed to wal-mart party city and the thirt stores to look for stuff for the party .. and boy do we have a surprise for yall!!! teehee but was nicoles barbie for the day but i was a pain in the ass along the way tehee .. she wanted me to get these 2 things but i said no cause i didnt want them ... i dont need them and she basically threw the shirt on me and made me try it on but i still didnt get it!!! teehee... for lunch we went to reginelli's then went back to roaming the streets ... i so want a convertible now!!! i have not ridin in one since my cousin had hers years and years ago!!! teehee ..
now im sitting here with nothing to do .... the usual
bye for now (cant wait for saturday!!)
~scully marie