4 am
Its 4 in the morning and i am having trouble falling asleep.
I just switched over all my old livejournal entries from private or friends only to all... i read some of them. everything is old, so on the off chance you happen to go and read something about you and its bad... its really old.
I have been contemplating livejournal... if you make it public and people read it, its much harder to be honest. if you make everything private, it kind of defeats the purpose of having one in the first place. you could just type it in word and save it wherever.
I am either going to start being more honest in livejournal and not care what people think... write how i used to, but without the manipulative postings i may have used in high school... or i am going to make it more difficult for people to read my journal... haven't decided yet. i think it really depends on my ability to open up again... I've kind of closed myself off, and keep a lot of stuff to myself now...
anyway, lets see if i can't fall asleep, especially considering i need to be up in less than 4 hours
I just switched over all my old livejournal entries from private or friends only to all... i read some of them. everything is old, so on the off chance you happen to go and read something about you and its bad... its really old.
I have been contemplating livejournal... if you make it public and people read it, its much harder to be honest. if you make everything private, it kind of defeats the purpose of having one in the first place. you could just type it in word and save it wherever.
I am either going to start being more honest in livejournal and not care what people think... write how i used to, but without the manipulative postings i may have used in high school... or i am going to make it more difficult for people to read my journal... haven't decided yet. i think it really depends on my ability to open up again... I've kind of closed myself off, and keep a lot of stuff to myself now...
anyway, lets see if i can't fall asleep, especially considering i need to be up in less than 4 hours