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So the past few weeks have been interesting. I havent really seen Rachel very much, which is really kinda strange to be quite honest. When I first got back I hung out with Grant alot...I really worry about that kid. But I found out he will be moving to Tuscon at the end of August. Its kinda scary. I have known him for so long, to think he will be gone is really strange. Oh well, its not like he will be gone forever. And its really what i have wanted for him all along. He is going back to school. Which is amazing. I honestly had lost hope that he would ever do that even though I would propose the idea every so often. But luckily he went to see his dad down there the other weekend and his dad made his offer to pay for school. Which is awesome. Im really happy for him...I hope he actually goes through with it.
Other than that I havent been doing too much. Its been really nice, I have just kinda entered into my own fantasy world. I dont talk to people who bother me, and when people start talking about stuff I dont want to hear about or deal with I dont talk to them. Not dealing with everyone else's shit is a really nice change. Since I got back from Cabin Fest I have hung out with Sam and Brandon nearly everyday. They are entertaining kids, love 'em to death. Tomorrow I start my new job. Its gonna suck considering I havent gotten up before 11 in a while. Oh well. Im excited because I dont know anyone there. Its not like the bowling alley at all where everyone knows everything. And dont get me wrong, I do love that at times. When things are really bad in my life I know I can always go there for help/support. But we are like one big family always in each others business even when we shouldnt be. I guess I have kinda cut myself off from alot of those people too.
On tuesday we are going to look for places to live...which is gonna be awesome. I just want to know where I will be living and when. I cant wait to move out... And when that happens, and school starts, and my life becomes one crazy mess again I will be able to figure out where I am going to be working and such.
And finally-Thank God I came home. I have been having so much fun since I have been back. The first weekish was kinda rough. But I feel back to normal now and life is good, its pretty much right back at where I left it :) that is a great feeling.
Other than that I havent been doing too much. Its been really nice, I have just kinda entered into my own fantasy world. I dont talk to people who bother me, and when people start talking about stuff I dont want to hear about or deal with I dont talk to them. Not dealing with everyone else's shit is a really nice change. Since I got back from Cabin Fest I have hung out with Sam and Brandon nearly everyday. They are entertaining kids, love 'em to death. Tomorrow I start my new job. Its gonna suck considering I havent gotten up before 11 in a while. Oh well. Im excited because I dont know anyone there. Its not like the bowling alley at all where everyone knows everything. And dont get me wrong, I do love that at times. When things are really bad in my life I know I can always go there for help/support. But we are like one big family always in each others business even when we shouldnt be. I guess I have kinda cut myself off from alot of those people too.
On tuesday we are going to look for places to live...which is gonna be awesome. I just want to know where I will be living and when. I cant wait to move out... And when that happens, and school starts, and my life becomes one crazy mess again I will be able to figure out where I am going to be working and such.
And finally-Thank God I came home. I have been having so much fun since I have been back. The first weekish was kinda rough. But I feel back to normal now and life is good, its pretty much right back at where I left it :) that is a great feeling.