my next move...

[scubakraka]

Alright! since about the last real week of school till now, my life has totally changed! ok for people who dont know, like 5 or 6 really, i like candice...alot....not like a stalker likes someone but like i feel we connect on a diffrent level. well she went out with this other dude and i felt really bad once i found that out....kinda like someone just cut your chest open and poured acid inside. well monday night i think we talked on the phone for about an hour straight and i had like a few minutes left on my phone and i just got another card last night. and we talked about alot of things, larry the cable guy who has a fish hook on his hat, not a paper clip, ms crazy ass litchfield that woman is carzy and i think im the only one who likes her like she teaches awesome and she makes fun of rappers and american idol. lol. well we were in the library studying for the science exam tuesday and wednesday after school and joey and ariel wanted me to kiss her, but i dont wanna be pressured into doing that stuff like how one friends like kiss her in front of us so you can be cool, well if i want to kiss her (which i do) i wanna do it when the time is right when its just me and her besides i am the shyest pperson you will ever meet, i dont talk to people i dont know ,i dont talk that much around adults, i never talk and when im riding in a car(ever since i was a baby i never cried, shouted or talked in a car) so when ever i feel comfortable i will kiss her. i like candice because shes A) beautiful B) shes not like every other girl in that shes more free and doesnt really care what other people think.

p.s. i got an effin job! bitches! at rouses with troy, but i gotta be a cashier and thats ok but troy makes .25/hr more than me but he does a shyyt load of work and i just stand around and hit buttons all day...