Apr 01, 2014 10:39
Anybody still reading? :)
Been away, kind of depressed, working to get back into it. Husband had some issues, and that's resolving, haven't really felt like I could go away for any length of time. Which was stupid- it's not like he's an invalid or a child- he can take care of himself for a day. But I haven't felt real comfortable about it.
Which means I haven't been doing things I want to do, which makes me sad. And then I don't do even the things I could do from home, like post here. Posting helps me sort things in my head, but when I'm down I don't do even that and so I stay on the bleh side for longer than necessary. I guess it's kind of that season, too, for some reason. Normally I'd expect that in winter, not spring, but the seasons are different here in SoCal, and maybe that has something to do with it.
So I haven't been doing much, and that means I don't have anything to talk about. But I do hope that changes soon. April will be very busy with work, and May/June/July will be as well. Good money, but no time. Plus this summer will involve a lot more travel than I'm used to. June, to MN for my little brother's wedding. July, to Montana to be with my in-laws while they scatter the grandmother's ashes at the family cabin. Probably one of the last times the family will be united in a good thing. I'm expecting a lot of infighting over her estate and the cabin and other things. August will hold my friend's 20-year wedding anniversary and she's making a big deal out of it. We've been friends since 1985 and it's always a nice thing to see her and celebrate the good things.
Travel is a good thing, even though I'm not going anywhere new.