one more time
so yea i love it i pretty much had a shitist b-day ever over all i did nothing all day.... i had chicken for dinner which is what i have always wanted for my b-day dinner(being sarcastic) and didnt get a cake didnt have icecream nothing the only reason my step dad and my sister said happy b-day wuz because they where told it wuz my b-day my real dad didnt even bother to call which pisses me off more then i cant even say... what kind of fucking father dosent even call his son on his b-day i dont understande it he could have takin 5 min out of his fucking day to call and god forbid he would stop by and see me i mean a real father should be there for his son i swear to god if i ever have kids ill always be there for them cause this sucks.
I donno pretty much on a day that wuz supposed to be good it wuz a shitier day then normal it wuz deppressing to really see how meaning less my life really is now i no y i want to get out so bad the first chance i get im out of this fucking place i wish i could just skip this part of my life cause it really sucks i need to find a new girlfriend i think thats the only thing that will actually help right now and knowing me it will prob get fucked up and just wind up fucking me over once again but another day has past by without recognision
I donno pretty much on a day that wuz supposed to be good it wuz a shitier day then normal it wuz deppressing to really see how meaning less my life really is now i no y i want to get out so bad the first chance i get im out of this fucking place i wish i could just skip this part of my life cause it really sucks i need to find a new girlfriend i think thats the only thing that will actually help right now and knowing me it will prob get fucked up and just wind up fucking me over once again but another day has past by without recognision