i feel like i'm taking CRAZY PILLS
umm, so i just browsed through old lj entries, like starting back in the day of the first few entries to the present. brought back some fun memories that i had forgotten, and made me realize a few things:
1. i'm obsessed with very unhealthy things, always have been, and i still am
2. people don't like to respond to my entries (probably because i'm so obnoxious and whiney)
3. i say i've got what i want, but i'm totally lying to myself...i'm settling for lack of a better offer...
oh my god i can totally hear the girl next door to me having sex right now. ew! she's gross! and i haven't had sex in a VERY long time. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just can't do it when the opportunity arrises. the mono isn't helping either, and the drugs are making me CRAZY.i want to play all the time, and i don't. then i go crazy and then i almost pass out cause i over work myself and i pass out for hours.
i got asked to a ball today. and now i get to buy a pretty dress and pretty shoes. i love things like that.
i think i was asked to be his GIRLFRIEND as well. and i think i said YES?
apparently that's all you have to do to make me love you and want to be with you, invite me to a pretty ball and let me get dressed up and treat me like a princess and i'm smitten...
damn...these drugs ARE making me crazy....
1. i'm obsessed with very unhealthy things, always have been, and i still am
2. people don't like to respond to my entries (probably because i'm so obnoxious and whiney)
3. i say i've got what i want, but i'm totally lying to myself...i'm settling for lack of a better offer...
oh my god i can totally hear the girl next door to me having sex right now. ew! she's gross! and i haven't had sex in a VERY long time. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just can't do it when the opportunity arrises. the mono isn't helping either, and the drugs are making me CRAZY.i want to play all the time, and i don't. then i go crazy and then i almost pass out cause i over work myself and i pass out for hours.
i got asked to a ball today. and now i get to buy a pretty dress and pretty shoes. i love things like that.
i think i was asked to be his GIRLFRIEND as well. and i think i said YES?
apparently that's all you have to do to make me love you and want to be with you, invite me to a pretty ball and let me get dressed up and treat me like a princess and i'm smitten...
damn...these drugs ARE making me crazy....