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I'm so tired but at least i have finished the garden, i need to ring the docs again tomorrow and see if my notes have turned up from the old docs so my new doc, who is actually good for a change, can refer me to the hosiptals infectious dieseases department with suspected ME and i also need to be checked out for polycystic ovaries as i'm having pains right where i suspect they are even when i'm not on my period and my sister has it, joy, and i also need to get acupuncture for my migraines, i would love to remember what it feels like to be normal and not have some shite thing niggling at me constantly, i know it could be a lot worse i could have something far more serious or incurable so i shouldn't grumble too much but i still hate feeling wank so often...