Jan 15, 2006 17:33
So I'm horrible about updating. I'm horrible in a lot of ways really. I've come to the realization that I am one of the laziest people alive. I haven't done anything this weekend. Pretty much, I've just sat on the couch in front of the tv with the cats. I've never really been one to venture out on my own. I really must learn to do this, or find some people to do things with. I should have done some lesson planning, and gotten myself ahead of the game. This week is finals week, so I don't really need to lesson plan for the week. It would be nice to be ahead of the game for once. I'm fed up with soccer....we've been on this losing streak, and it's really getting to the girls. On the bright side, there are only like 3 or 4 more games left. Then I get a bit of a break from it all. That is, unless I got roped into softball, which I think I may have been, but am not really sure.
I need to find stuff to do here. I need to break out of my shell. I'm, as they say, not getting any younger. I should really not be the homebody that I am. I think that I have to start making a consciuos effort to change this, or else the next thing I know I'll be 35 and have done absolutely nothing with my life. Well, other than venture cross country a couple of different times. I guess I do have that going for me. But by doing that, I haven't really ever made any connections in the area that I'm in. When I was in CT, I talked with a few people, but really hung with myself. I don't know why I really did this. I probably could have gotten more support and found a way to make the best of my time there rather than being pretty stressed like every day. Now that I'm in NV, I just haven't really had time. I talk with a few of the teachers at my school, but don't ever get together with them outside of school. I've also never taken advantage of calling a friend's friend, who offered to allow me to tag along on some outings. I think that since it's a new year, I've really got to start doing something for me. Otherwise, I'll allow myself to get way too complaciant. I just need to try to figure out what to do. I could always join a gym, but I would have to join it with someone I know, cuz otherwise I would probably end up never going and just wasting my money. Maybe I should find some type of a club to join. I'll look into it once the soccer season is over.
Well, toodles for now. I should try to update this more often. Maybe I'll put it on some sort of to-do list. Of course, I would have to start using to-do lists for that to be affective......