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on monday, i was dealt a bit of a blow at work. i was basically told that i no longer have a desk or a computer in the office and i am to work from home. if i hadn't been in such a good mood, it would have really pissed me off. luckily michael took a walk with me and helped me to calm down. that is definitely strike two though. next week, if they tell me that they are not getting me a work visa, i am officially saying goodbye.
i've never had a job not work out, so i suppose there is a first for everything. it's a shame cuz i like the work and most of the people. it's just that those in charge are idiots and i'm not really sure how the organization has survived this long. i just see no point in torturing myself. there is only so much maltreatment i will put up with. we'll see what happens.
i have work to do for tonight that i put off all afternoon. i'm gonna get it done. i'm gonna. last night i went out swing dancing and then salsa dancing afterwards. it's in a new venue and the floor is really nice. i met some new people and danced with some new guys. i think it was good that i took two weeks off from swing. i didn't do it on purpose, but i like the result. now i'm refreshed.
i think this weekend i'm going camping. honestly, i'm not sure how intelligent it is to go, but hopefully i'll be okay. this guy i met at swing is organizing an overnight trip and he invited me along. i was talking to matt today and mentioned it and he said he'd like to go. i've decided that if he goes, i'll go; if he doesn't, i won't. i hope matt decides to go. i wish i were big and strong and could defend myself and didn't have to constantly worry about safety issues. it's one of the shitty things about being a puny female. it'd be nice to be able to go and do whatever i wanted without worrying.
time to get to writing for my questionable employer...
i've never had a job not work out, so i suppose there is a first for everything. it's a shame cuz i like the work and most of the people. it's just that those in charge are idiots and i'm not really sure how the organization has survived this long. i just see no point in torturing myself. there is only so much maltreatment i will put up with. we'll see what happens.
i have work to do for tonight that i put off all afternoon. i'm gonna get it done. i'm gonna. last night i went out swing dancing and then salsa dancing afterwards. it's in a new venue and the floor is really nice. i met some new people and danced with some new guys. i think it was good that i took two weeks off from swing. i didn't do it on purpose, but i like the result. now i'm refreshed.
i think this weekend i'm going camping. honestly, i'm not sure how intelligent it is to go, but hopefully i'll be okay. this guy i met at swing is organizing an overnight trip and he invited me along. i was talking to matt today and mentioned it and he said he'd like to go. i've decided that if he goes, i'll go; if he doesn't, i won't. i hope matt decides to go. i wish i were big and strong and could defend myself and didn't have to constantly worry about safety issues. it's one of the shitty things about being a puny female. it'd be nice to be able to go and do whatever i wanted without worrying.
time to get to writing for my questionable employer...