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it seems so hard
hard it so seems
so it seems hard
because hard is hard
because hard is really a lust for words
and a must for words
because although one and one, add up to make two
two doesnt add up with one to make three,
instead they make one.
because money isnt everything
because life isnt everything
because love isnt everything
without a meaning
just like detergent has no meaning if it werent for dirt
because everything has a nemesis
problem with me is,
i am my own nemesis
why?
why such anguish?
why?
why such pain?
why?
why such agony?
why?
why such anger and disappointment?
because i am who i am
different than the rest
in more ways that none
in more ways than people think would be possible
why?
because im luis fernando mendoza
and such is my life
my story
my novel

the end.