Like a bad star... Im falling....
So as everyone may already know by now but I got accepted to Chaminade University...... I dont really know how to feel about it... My first initial response was "OH MY FUCKING GOD!!" I mean its the best college in Hawaii but it makes me think... Il try to explain...
Lets get a little background first...... Ive always been the little girl that when she went out with her family to a store and would always wonder off and explore all the different aisles.... Always putting my mother in a panic.... Until I would find her when I felt like it... Ive always been the person who loved just staying at my friends house for a week never caring if I came home..... I love being away... I love being in some place I have no idea about.... I love change... I adapt well to it... Its Hawaii.... People go on vacation there... I could be going to fucking school there?!....
But what is it going to be like alone.....
I think about it and it seems almost surreal..... I mean Kristie could you honestly do it? The prices for the planes around Christmas are so expensive... Could you honestly be alone for Christmas?..... But for some reason I feel i need to do it.... I need to be away like that... Its in my nature... Im still waiting on other colleges too but god I want to do this soo bad! Ill meet people right? Im good like that for the most part.... maybe meet some Hawaiian "white" men...:) I need to do it .... I want to do it... Rhode Island doesnt have what I need...... I mean if this doesnt work out I can still transfer back no biggy right?...
ohh well............ Time why do you worry me...
~Kristie----"Im heaven sent dont you dare forget"...