WOAH
Somebody Please take this fucking monkey off my back, this weight that rests upon my shoulders, and the congestion from my brain. My girlfriend who is so in love with me sure has a funny way of showing it. The only feeling she has given me lately is one of sheer solitude. I have resorted back to my old habits, and spend my nights quietly drowning in alcohol. I have fallen in love with someone who is now not who she once was. No longer will she take my hand as we stroll down the sidewalk, no longer will she tell me her thoughts, and no longer is she concerned with mine. My head is out the door but my heart remains steady with her. I am losing it. Has it not been for my dear friends around me i may not being do as well as i am. Thank you especially to the one who has been there to see me through my worse. I am off for now.