I really don't know what to think anymore
They don't fucking even understand! They don't know me at all! If they knew me, they would know that I don't eat meat so they wouldn't be making me steak and get upset when I don't eat. If they knew me they would realize that I cant stand the cheetah girls and no, I am not interested in taking my little sister to their show. If they knew me they would know that I practically live at my best friends house and that I would trust her family with my life and that ITS PERFECTLY FINE FOR ME TO GO ON A WEEKEND VACATION WITH THEM! If they knew me they would see the scars and realize that they're not helping the situation. If they opened their eyes they would realize that the medicine cabinet is looking a bit bare. If they knew their own daughter they would realize that shes not a little girl anymore and doesn't need to be treated like a 3 year old. I can breath on my own god dammit!
If they would just open their eyes they would realize that I'm not the same anymore. They missed the train. Its to late. Wrong number please try again later.
My eyes feel tired against the bright light staring back at me. I feel like crying but I just cant. I think ive used up all my tears for this lifetime. I guess I'll just settle for my pillow and some heavy breathing.
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life of where I lead and where I stand
you love me but you don't know who i am
so let me go
let me go
I dream of what I hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how can this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through
in my head there's only you know
this road falls on me
and in this world there's real and make believe
but this feels real to me
you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
so let me go
just let me go
no matter how hard i try i can't escape these things inside
i know i know
all the pieces fall apart you'll be the only one who knows
who knows
you love me but you don't know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you don't know who i am
you love me but you don't
but you don't
If they would just open their eyes they would realize that I'm not the same anymore. They missed the train. Its to late. Wrong number please try again later.
My eyes feel tired against the bright light staring back at me. I feel like crying but I just cant. I think ive used up all my tears for this lifetime. I guess I'll just settle for my pillow and some heavy breathing.
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life of where I lead and where I stand
you love me but you don't know who i am
so let me go
let me go
I dream of what I hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how can this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through
in my head there's only you know
this road falls on me
and in this world there's real and make believe
but this feels real to me
you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
so let me go
just let me go
no matter how hard i try i can't escape these things inside
i know i know
all the pieces fall apart you'll be the only one who knows
who knows
you love me but you don't know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you don't know who i am
you love me but you don't
but you don't