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it's been, what, a matter of weeks, and i'm back to being capital-D-depressed again. i don't know whether it's environmental factors, or time-in-my-life factors, or career/relationship factors, or what. i just know i spend too much time in tears, in bed, or wanting to hit myself over the head with a large shovel.
and i have no idea what to do about it.
i feel completely exhausted just from trying to keep my emotional shit together, and not break into tears. this is particularly difficult given that i have already broken into tears about 7 times in the last 24 hours.
does anyone have any ideas? suggestions? (apart from the shovel!)