Quitting NaNoWriMo (maybe, maybe, maybe)
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I’m thinking about quitting NaNoWriMo.
I’m not sure why, partly because I can’t handle the pressure, I guess. I don’t like the pressure, which is weird, cause every other year, I’ve had more going on in my life, but then I was already coping badly with my life. Last year I was coping okay, but had little to do, so I had time. And while I sort of have time now, I have other stuff to do as well. College work, and I go to the gym, and Mind and keeping the flat clean (and myself).
Everything has started to revolve around NaNo and while it’s only a month, I don’t like it at all.
Maybe I’m just tired, but it’s causing some anxiety, and my goal in life is to decrease my anxiety at all opportunities.
Maybe it’s just a spike of depression, causing a decrease in my motivation. I certainly didn’t want to get up this morning and go to my gym class but I did.
Maybe I don’t like my idea, but then, I’ve been thinking about this bird idea for months.
Maybe, maybe, maybe.
Maybe I’ll take the day off and see how I feel tomorrow.
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I’m thinking about quitting NaNoWriMo.
I’m not sure why, partly because I can’t handle the pressure, I guess. I don’t like the pressure, which is weird, cause every other year, I’ve had more going on in my life, but then I was already coping badly with my life. Last year I was coping okay, but had little to do, so I had time. And while I sort of have time now, I have other stuff to do as well. College work, and I go to the gym, and Mind and keeping the flat clean (and myself).
Everything has started to revolve around NaNo and while it’s only a month, I don’t like it at all.
Maybe I’m just tired, but it’s causing some anxiety, and my goal in life is to decrease my anxiety at all opportunities.
Maybe it’s just a spike of depression, causing a decrease in my motivation. I certainly didn’t want to get up this morning and go to my gym class but I did.
Maybe I don’t like my idea, but then, I’ve been thinking about this bird idea for months.
Maybe, maybe, maybe.
Maybe I’ll take the day off and see how I feel tomorrow.
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