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INSTRUCTIONS: List up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) people. Do not state who these are people are. Do not confirm or deny and comment speculation. Tag five (5) people.
1) I remember every significant moment we had together. Those are the times that I regret the most in my life. I can go entire years with out thinking about you and then WHAM! there it is. I hate that year. It is honestly the worst year of my life. I wish we had never met. You kept me from being who I wanted to be, and with who I wanted to be with. I can never forgive you for any of it. You are the one person I truely wish I'd never met. I actually HATE YOU!
2) There were years where you were the only person there for me. Because of that I grew up quickly. You truely are my heroe. We've had our differences over the years and many of them are my fault. You never forgot me, while I always took you for granted. For that I am sorry, and for that I cannot thank you enough. I love you.
3) It is amazing howmuch you can learn in five years. Even more amazing what is what I can remember of you since you died when I was so young. I will never forget you teaching me how to tie my shoes, or to cast a fishing rod. Your explanations of how the world works is so amazing! I wish you were still here. I wish you could see the man I have become. I miss you if for no other reason than I never got to really know you. There is so much I wish I could have shared with you.
4) Thank you for everything. You over all seemed to understand me. When Papa died and Grandma got sick you seemed to take over both rolls at the same time. I wish you were still here to see me get married next year. It is because of you that I know I want to travel the world (as much as possible). You showed me that life is about understanding and and keeping your priorities straight. I didn't always listen to you, but I wish I had. Thank you!
5) You can't imagine what you have meant to me. I can't express those feelings that clearly. You are the best friend I've ever had. Its to you that I can tell anything and to you that I can trust everything. It was you who helped me when I thought I had no hope. Thank you, I Love You, and I owe you so much.
6) Sometimes you make me so mad! I just don't see what makes you tick. I wish I did. It would be a great thing to know what it is about you that makes me feel like sitting in a dark corner and not moving. What is weird is that no matter what you are always there for me. It has taken the whole of my life to relize that you're not being mean or overbearing. You just care and you show it dfferently from me. I love you.
7) You helped to calm me down when Dad made me angry. You have listened to my crap reasoning for years. You patiently wait for me to grow up and I think finally that I have shown you that I can be grown up. You still take my crap. You say its all part of the job, and that may be, but I don't mean to throw so much of it at you. I'm sorry for that. Thank you for listening to my problems.
8) Learn to stand up for yourself. You let too much crap "roll off your back". Thats in quotes because you really store it all untill you want to explode. Then you take it out on some unwitting innocent bystander. If you would just let people know when it is too much, or explain that that really hurt, you might not blow up at people. Its bottling it in that makes you feel the way you do. Blowing up and letting 30 or 40 peoples issues out onto one person who didn't really do anything would make anyone feel like that. Just don't be such a heel and don't be so timid anymore.
1) I remember every significant moment we had together. Those are the times that I regret the most in my life. I can go entire years with out thinking about you and then WHAM! there it is. I hate that year. It is honestly the worst year of my life. I wish we had never met. You kept me from being who I wanted to be, and with who I wanted to be with. I can never forgive you for any of it. You are the one person I truely wish I'd never met. I actually HATE YOU!
2) There were years where you were the only person there for me. Because of that I grew up quickly. You truely are my heroe. We've had our differences over the years and many of them are my fault. You never forgot me, while I always took you for granted. For that I am sorry, and for that I cannot thank you enough. I love you.
3) It is amazing howmuch you can learn in five years. Even more amazing what is what I can remember of you since you died when I was so young. I will never forget you teaching me how to tie my shoes, or to cast a fishing rod. Your explanations of how the world works is so amazing! I wish you were still here. I wish you could see the man I have become. I miss you if for no other reason than I never got to really know you. There is so much I wish I could have shared with you.
4) Thank you for everything. You over all seemed to understand me. When Papa died and Grandma got sick you seemed to take over both rolls at the same time. I wish you were still here to see me get married next year. It is because of you that I know I want to travel the world (as much as possible). You showed me that life is about understanding and and keeping your priorities straight. I didn't always listen to you, but I wish I had. Thank you!
5) You can't imagine what you have meant to me. I can't express those feelings that clearly. You are the best friend I've ever had. Its to you that I can tell anything and to you that I can trust everything. It was you who helped me when I thought I had no hope. Thank you, I Love You, and I owe you so much.
6) Sometimes you make me so mad! I just don't see what makes you tick. I wish I did. It would be a great thing to know what it is about you that makes me feel like sitting in a dark corner and not moving. What is weird is that no matter what you are always there for me. It has taken the whole of my life to relize that you're not being mean or overbearing. You just care and you show it dfferently from me. I love you.
7) You helped to calm me down when Dad made me angry. You have listened to my crap reasoning for years. You patiently wait for me to grow up and I think finally that I have shown you that I can be grown up. You still take my crap. You say its all part of the job, and that may be, but I don't mean to throw so much of it at you. I'm sorry for that. Thank you for listening to my problems.
8) Learn to stand up for yourself. You let too much crap "roll off your back". Thats in quotes because you really store it all untill you want to explode. Then you take it out on some unwitting innocent bystander. If you would just let people know when it is too much, or explain that that really hurt, you might not blow up at people. Its bottling it in that makes you feel the way you do. Blowing up and letting 30 or 40 peoples issues out onto one person who didn't really do anything would make anyone feel like that. Just don't be such a heel and don't be so timid anymore.