Jun 09, 2004 13:13
busy day monday...so yeah...idk...i graduated from high school...whew hew...it hasnt really hit me...jims mom came up and gave me a hug and told me good luck...that was cool...miss her still..its awesome that she still likes me...kinda weird though...who knows...im still unsure about the whole girlfreind, mother relationship thing...i honestly am glad im never gonna date again...its too messy...yep...boys are messy...hardly ever worth it...my fingers hurt...and yet im typing?
that scared the shit out of me when shea was choking...and i know cpr for animals, and yet i panicked still...and nicoles little announcement...totally ruined my graduation party...shes such an idiot...
im just glad shea is alright...hes my boy, all i have...i wouldve gone nuts if hed died...i just remember begging him not to die...and sobbing...hmmmm...if only i were that attached to people...eh...