Underlying Issue
Listen to How Am I Doin' by Dierks Bentley. i want you to be happy and then very hurt. Hey, you're the reason i'm moving away. That's right. I want you to know i'm through with hurting. We're through with hurting. We're done with hurting. I'll try to hurt you one more time. i'm going to leave a letter on your door step. I'm going to tell you about the knots you left in my stomach. I'm going to move away and find an amazing girl. I'll surround myself with people i love. I'll grow my hair long and be hip and aggressive. Then i'll come back home.
I'm going to come back home, with my beautiful girlfriend. I'm not goign to phone you. I'm going to see you in the bar. I'll be with my beautiful girlfriend. She's goign to have a nose ring. She's going to giggley in a fashion that makes me so happy i cry. She will keep me from crying with her smile. And when i'm ready togo home, she will be as well. She won't cheat on me. She won't like other girls. Her answrs, to my questions, will never be " i don't know". I won't ever feel like leaving her. She won't let me let go. She will bite as hard as i do.
This is my suicide. This is my fault. The only way to remove myself and analyze whats happened is to remove myself.
This is your identity. This is your popularity. This is your mediocrity. This is my hypocracy. This is me leaving. Don't expect a goodbye. i'm leaving. You're going to bleed with heartache. I'll have to bite my tongue to keep from laughing. I love my bestfriends like the moon loves the sun.
You make me tired. I'm not going to spend time on trying to fix things. I'm leaving and i hope it breaks your heart.
It's just a simple line, i can still hear it, all of the time.
I'm going to come back home, with my beautiful girlfriend. I'm not goign to phone you. I'm going to see you in the bar. I'll be with my beautiful girlfriend. She's goign to have a nose ring. She's going to giggley in a fashion that makes me so happy i cry. She will keep me from crying with her smile. And when i'm ready togo home, she will be as well. She won't cheat on me. She won't like other girls. Her answrs, to my questions, will never be " i don't know". I won't ever feel like leaving her. She won't let me let go. She will bite as hard as i do.
This is my suicide. This is my fault. The only way to remove myself and analyze whats happened is to remove myself.
This is your identity. This is your popularity. This is your mediocrity. This is my hypocracy. This is me leaving. Don't expect a goodbye. i'm leaving. You're going to bleed with heartache. I'll have to bite my tongue to keep from laughing. I love my bestfriends like the moon loves the sun.
You make me tired. I'm not going to spend time on trying to fix things. I'm leaving and i hope it breaks your heart.
It's just a simple line, i can still hear it, all of the time.