Dec 08, 2005 17:37
There is no kind of night life here anymore. I was severely disappointed with Axis and went in there once and will never step foot in there under such name or owner. The gay bars in town are trashy and I must be drug into it, no pun intended there. Insomnia is ok, they play decent music, but I don't like the building, the atmosphere is off, just a big box. Plus, at both Axis and Insomnia I was told to turn my hat forward. I don't understand the policy, you can have half naked hoochie momas at Axis, and boys in their skivvies in Insomnia, but it will kill someone if my hat is turned backwards? It happens that I prefer to wear my hat this way, I don't like having the bill in my eye. I can wear it that way at both gay bars, in the mall, and various other stores, hell I even wear it that way to work, without a problem. I don't get it, fuck, this is Huntsville, not New York, I bet I could there though, now that I think about it! Also, the part that burns me up is the person who takes my money says nothing, its after I've paid and gone in then some security guy come up to me and tells me to turn it around.....
I am going back to work at Target on Tuesday, I think, have to get with Chris in the morning. Though I have enjoyed having the couple weeks off, it is time for reality to kick in. As, the money will run out eventually :) Plus, I enjoy work, and it seems from what Jordan has been saying there are a few new kewl people and some people have become kewl. I look forward to it. It won't be near as many hours as I am used to, so it shouldn't be a problem.
I need to go to Calhoun in the morning! Get whatever I need to do taken care of so I can get my butt in school.
Thus far I haven't been able to get myself into the Christmas mood thus far. We went and got a tree yesterday and it seemed more of a chore to get it done than anything :( I may watch some Christmas movies tonight, that usually helps!
I put in laminate flooring (fake hardwood) in the living room and halls. It looks pretty good. Got it all done except for the transition pieces, which are being a pain, so I've all but given up. Other than that, its done and looks good. Got all the quarter round down and painted, painters tape is the shizz.
SO I think I have just about readjusted to civie life again. It was a bit odd at first. I went away for a year and put my life on hold, but no one here did. It is impossible to describe the feeling. I almost had a panic attack in Axis, fuckin odd huh? I look forward to work
David and myself seem to be doing well (could use some more scrumpin myself, but that's an entirely diff topic, which I don't know if I am ready to share yet...) I was worried when I got home. I was being a real asshole. Surprised he put up with my shit. I wouldn't have. But he was very understanding. I think it was not having any ME time this part year. Since I came up to H'ville and he came up the last couple of days, I felt better towards him. Like the way I used to. So I am happy. He means so much to me, just wish I could tell him. just was never good at expressing my feelings in words, good or bad.
Last topic I swear, I've been working out this year and I have noticed a little bit of difference, but everyone has told me that I have gotten so buff. Its a good feeling, I have been working hard in the gym. I just have fallen off a bit since I have been back though. I hope to join the 24 hour gym down the street soon and start up again. I have gone to the one on post a couple of times, but it is not the best. Plus, I hate waiting on people. SO, Jordan and myself can go after work, I am sure there won't be a lot of people at 2AM! OK, I am done. sorry for the long post, this has been a long time coming and I just haven't been in the mood lately. HOLLA!