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Yo Livejournal. I have not updated you in so long.
So a lot of weird stuff has been happening lately. Well not weird, just extra stuff I rather not deal with, but I have to cause it keeps coming up.
I feel as though I've fallen into a time warp. A lot of old faces have been randomly appearing lately, however, its a little too late. And the conversations resulting ten to be akward, at best. Even after emphasizing how important Gordon is to me, and how lucky I am to have such a great boyfriend, they basically didnt listen to me at all.
Another huge pain in the ass has been my 'shit' that I brought home. Had I realized that I really have no room here to live in, or any place to leave my shit I would have left it all in Burlington, and I would have moved up there. Its turned into a huge ordeal where Julia doesnt want it in her room, Nancy keeps moving my stuff in the basement, or complaining about it, and my mom is pissed about not having her house back. It's really frusterating because although I'm not financially ready to be doing anything on my own, I am. And its odd, cause I might be doing okay... and if I can manage this I'm going to move up to burlington and try to transfer my job. I actually have a room up there, and I wouldn't be in anyones way or pissing anyone off... which is what has been happening here with all my stuff. Basically I'm paying rent for a room I'm not living in and here I really need a room. If I can swing some sort of employment up to Burlington then I'll be set.
I miss gordon, he's going to visit July 11. I think I might take him to see my apartment, which should have the holes fixed by then, since I called the landlord.
more to come in a while....
So a lot of weird stuff has been happening lately. Well not weird, just extra stuff I rather not deal with, but I have to cause it keeps coming up.
I feel as though I've fallen into a time warp. A lot of old faces have been randomly appearing lately, however, its a little too late. And the conversations resulting ten to be akward, at best. Even after emphasizing how important Gordon is to me, and how lucky I am to have such a great boyfriend, they basically didnt listen to me at all.
Another huge pain in the ass has been my 'shit' that I brought home. Had I realized that I really have no room here to live in, or any place to leave my shit I would have left it all in Burlington, and I would have moved up there. Its turned into a huge ordeal where Julia doesnt want it in her room, Nancy keeps moving my stuff in the basement, or complaining about it, and my mom is pissed about not having her house back. It's really frusterating because although I'm not financially ready to be doing anything on my own, I am. And its odd, cause I might be doing okay... and if I can manage this I'm going to move up to burlington and try to transfer my job. I actually have a room up there, and I wouldn't be in anyones way or pissing anyone off... which is what has been happening here with all my stuff. Basically I'm paying rent for a room I'm not living in and here I really need a room. If I can swing some sort of employment up to Burlington then I'll be set.
I miss gordon, he's going to visit July 11. I think I might take him to see my apartment, which should have the holes fixed by then, since I called the landlord.
more to come in a while....