katrina
hurricanes usually suck. this one was a little fun at first. blue, purple, green lightning...D said god's not happeh.
HOWEVER, I stayed up with my group partners to finish editing the contract and proposal ( I knew it probably needed editing) and that class was a- calncelled....but it was very much worth the two days off.yeh
Lee's asleep.
today the daughters and the mother went to a latin restaurant for my mommy's 54th birthday....
I should start exercising again and stop my worrying.
I got in a fight with D, liz said something to upset me. It makes me itch (and irritates me) that some people in my family refer to me as spineless and sensitive.
Like when I came back from the bathroom and handed liz a 20 for my dinner and she told me (sarcasically) that she feels bad for calling me a broke artist. then asks d if I can survive w/o the 20....she says no.
If you think this sounds me in any way....it's not really if your last name is mine and you are in the family that is valdez/beltran. we rank alll the time. Mabye me feeling the truth in these things irritates me most.
I am too sensitive but just worrying and overanalyzing it confirms the whole insecurity thing. It's such a vexation. Don't wanna worry about what people think but then it's what I choose to think only about. If I overanalyze it ( like a now) then isnt all of this confirmed.
it's not as easy as someone who reads may think. I don't want to worry about what that may be. i have one (1) judge
Not worth worrying about it...god can fix anything that isn't great...because he's perfect and all-capable.
HOWEVER, I stayed up with my group partners to finish editing the contract and proposal ( I knew it probably needed editing) and that class was a- calncelled....but it was very much worth the two days off.yeh
Lee's asleep.
today the daughters and the mother went to a latin restaurant for my mommy's 54th birthday....
I should start exercising again and stop my worrying.
I got in a fight with D, liz said something to upset me. It makes me itch (and irritates me) that some people in my family refer to me as spineless and sensitive.
Like when I came back from the bathroom and handed liz a 20 for my dinner and she told me (sarcasically) that she feels bad for calling me a broke artist. then asks d if I can survive w/o the 20....she says no.
If you think this sounds me in any way....it's not really if your last name is mine and you are in the family that is valdez/beltran. we rank alll the time. Mabye me feeling the truth in these things irritates me most.
I am too sensitive but just worrying and overanalyzing it confirms the whole insecurity thing. It's such a vexation. Don't wanna worry about what people think but then it's what I choose to think only about. If I overanalyze it ( like a now) then isnt all of this confirmed.
it's not as easy as someone who reads may think. I don't want to worry about what that may be. i have one (1) judge
Not worth worrying about it...god can fix anything that isn't great...because he's perfect and all-capable.