Update....life sucks!
Ok so I started to write this entry about my relationship but I decided not to.....
Work hasn't been all that great. I am working on a different insurance and there are so many problems! I don't think the lady before me knew what she was doing at all!! Two-faced bitches that work there get on my last nerve...just don't talk to me if you are going to be like that. My mom is the new supervisor of my old team...I think she is very stressed as well. I feel bad for her because she has taken on so much more responsibility and she hasn't had the chance to organize herself.
I am trying to get a new car. haha trying is the key word because I don't know if he will be able to get the payments as low as I want them. I guess we will see though....I am working on getting a Chrysler Sebring. It has a 6 cd changer, GPS navigation system (I so need that...I get lost going around the block), 200 HP and 28 mpg!! So anyway I don't want to talk about it all that much because I will be more upset if I don't get it.
Colorguard will be starting up in about a month. I am still undecided on whether or not i want to march. Part of me wants to because I love it so much and I want to travel to all the different places but there are many other negatives. I don't know how my knee is going to handle another year first of all...secondly I am really not all that great to be marching in the light brigade anyway.....and thirdly I don't want to march and be halfway into the season and something happen with him. But my mother wants me to march and although she says she doesn't care...I know that she does....and I know that I will disappoint her if I don't.
I am still counting down the days until my 21st! Excited about it but at the same time I have a feeling I am going to be over it about a month after. I just get tired of not being able to go out when everyone else can...and it seems like almost every place in MD is turning into a 21 and older club for every night. I have about a month and a half to go...
I wish I could just be happy. Either accept what I have and be happy or do something about it.
Work hasn't been all that great. I am working on a different insurance and there are so many problems! I don't think the lady before me knew what she was doing at all!! Two-faced bitches that work there get on my last nerve...just don't talk to me if you are going to be like that. My mom is the new supervisor of my old team...I think she is very stressed as well. I feel bad for her because she has taken on so much more responsibility and she hasn't had the chance to organize herself.
I am trying to get a new car. haha trying is the key word because I don't know if he will be able to get the payments as low as I want them. I guess we will see though....I am working on getting a Chrysler Sebring. It has a 6 cd changer, GPS navigation system (I so need that...I get lost going around the block), 200 HP and 28 mpg!! So anyway I don't want to talk about it all that much because I will be more upset if I don't get it.
Colorguard will be starting up in about a month. I am still undecided on whether or not i want to march. Part of me wants to because I love it so much and I want to travel to all the different places but there are many other negatives. I don't know how my knee is going to handle another year first of all...secondly I am really not all that great to be marching in the light brigade anyway.....and thirdly I don't want to march and be halfway into the season and something happen with him. But my mother wants me to march and although she says she doesn't care...I know that she does....and I know that I will disappoint her if I don't.
I am still counting down the days until my 21st! Excited about it but at the same time I have a feeling I am going to be over it about a month after. I just get tired of not being able to go out when everyone else can...and it seems like almost every place in MD is turning into a 21 and older club for every night. I have about a month and a half to go...
I wish I could just be happy. Either accept what I have and be happy or do something about it.