End of the year insomnia
Another year has come to an end. I survived my sophmore year of college and will be continuing on. My grades are kind of pathetic right now because half way through this semester i stopped caring cause i knew things were going to change at the end. Its ok though cause i'm safe and i am taking summer classes. At least now I will care again and not have to worry about this happening again. Graduation is tomorrow and a lot of my friends are graduating. People I have grown to love so much are leaving me and it is sad. I am taking on a whole new level of responsibility as of a couple of weeks ago and its amazing. I am still at school right now because we have to record for symphony band which will take until next wednesday. this summer i am going to practice my butt and be ready for next year. i am also going to lose a lot of weight and come back brand new. i am also planning on working a lot so i won't be poor next year like i was this year. along with everything else i am taking 2 or 3 classes online. my summer is going to be extremely busy but very productive. now that certain things have changed my graduation date is actually in sight and close to what it originally should be. it will not be through with college in 4 years, but thats ok cause the new normal is 5 anyway. besides that i want to enjoy college so i am not in a hurry. i don't want to be here forever, but i won't rush through and bury my head in the sad and not be social. i am so wide awake right now and it sucks cause i have to be in line to get my ticket for graduation in like 4 hours. :(