i miss sangitha..
ok so..my bestest friend since 1st grade left me a couple days ago. wow, i didn't know it would be this hard. she's my sister she knows everything about me. she understands me so well...she can tell when im pretending to be happy. all she has to do is laugh and she can make everything seem so much better. we have the most amazing and hilarious times. i'll name a few but you would have to of been there to know what i'm talking about for a few. 1st grade musical, dustin, grudge, jon;), random walks, fantastic four, waterfalls, lemonade, trampoline, dancing in the rain, graduation, dance, last day of school, soccer bus, husband and wife, our class family, perverted stories, 4th and 5th grade stories, tan guys, ur sis and josh, "cock!", 65 random pics, scaring the shyt out of me at my bday, rapists, infinsinos,warped tour, mike w singing down the hallway, hallway walks,summerfest, story of the year, gettin up on the guys shoulders, mosh pit, body gaurds, laughin as usual for no reason, mr b, stoner, hardcore gangsters, matt calling us on that 4th of july, waldo..and soo many more. i mean, we look so different but we convinced a 5th grader we were fraternal twins. we've fought only once. ONLY ONCE! and that was in 3rd grade when we were total retards. i dont even remember what it was about. ur grad party was thee best! never forget that frosting fight ahhahahaha. we were totally opposite at first..u loved rock, i loved rap, you were always hot, i was always cold. now its..we both love rock..but im still always cold and ur always hot lol and we have the best bestest friend pact ever! but shh only one person knows besides us (which is my babbyyy of course). i kno we will never forget matt whether we want to or not. you really helped me get over him and move on. thank you so much, without you i probably would of done something that i would of regretted...we have the best online conversations...the conversations about ry..lol u sick girl. i still need my bday present loser! i know that you probably aren't going to read this for a while..cuz u dont have ur comp. set up yet...but i miss you so much! i love you my bestest friend EVER! SANGITHA! come visit me :(
so anyways. work has been awesome! but it finally ended today(its like a 6 week program thing..) but i am now $920( i got like 40 bucks more cuz the kids gave me money) richer! and i am so giving half of the money to my baby. my birthday dinner was fuckin awesome. mary and sangitha..two of my best friends, i'm so glad you were there! we loved the mexican guy's eyes! and ben! SUCH A SWEETIE! and this kid always forgets things..remembered to call me to wish me happy bday!
ry and i have had a really really REALLY rough time with not being together. i think the fact that we can't be together has finally hit us. it's been really hard and depressing. and we've kinda been fighting more often. but i love him. i love him so fuckin much. he means everything to me. and it feels so good to have someone who needs you and loves you. i haven't really had that feeling anymore and it feels awesome. i really want us to last. forever. baby you're my world and right now i feel like i can't live without you. i love you. <333 and forever you will be in my heart. no matter what happens i'll always love you.
oh sangitha JUST IMed me as i was writing this. yay! omg she's safe and she's there! whoo hoo.
ok..this was longer then i wanted it to be..whoops.
so anyways. work has been awesome! but it finally ended today(its like a 6 week program thing..) but i am now $920( i got like 40 bucks more cuz the kids gave me money) richer! and i am so giving half of the money to my baby. my birthday dinner was fuckin awesome. mary and sangitha..two of my best friends, i'm so glad you were there! we loved the mexican guy's eyes! and ben! SUCH A SWEETIE! and this kid always forgets things..remembered to call me to wish me happy bday!
ry and i have had a really really REALLY rough time with not being together. i think the fact that we can't be together has finally hit us. it's been really hard and depressing. and we've kinda been fighting more often. but i love him. i love him so fuckin much. he means everything to me. and it feels so good to have someone who needs you and loves you. i haven't really had that feeling anymore and it feels awesome. i really want us to last. forever. baby you're my world and right now i feel like i can't live without you. i love you. <333 and forever you will be in my heart. no matter what happens i'll always love you.
oh sangitha JUST IMed me as i was writing this. yay! omg she's safe and she's there! whoo hoo.
ok..this was longer then i wanted it to be..whoops.