Oct 16, 2005 23:31
...I know, don't read it if you're sick of it.
Last night my breathing was acting up again.
Today I hit a car. Niiice job, I know. Exactly what I needed.
I spent forever doing the stupid recruitment homework for the house, and later found out they changed the due date to next week.
I rushed back to Bloomington to try out for the 12-party dancing try-outs, so I chugged two Red Bulls becaise I was stressed and exhausted, and was planning on dancing, only to find out those auditions were last week, and it was too late. During chapter I was really shaky and my pulse was going crazy. Then I decided to try out for the singing part (Velma from Chicago, except with different words), but I ended up not getting that either because I suck. So now I don't have anything to do for 12-party...because, well I suck.
So I came back to my room and did handstands for five minutes. That was fun. But I still have too much energy & I'm shaky because of it but at the same time I'm ready to crash. Wait, I already did that earlier today...damn.
Lizzy's doing better. She'll be at home with her parents until tomorrow, at least. :(
I'm filing my report with the Dean of Students tomorrow. This week should be fun...
My life is soooo great. I know you're jealous.
side note:
(my actual current mood is more like those scenes from Requiem for a Dream, whenever they're doing herion, and the scenes are flashing by so fast you can't really make sense of them, all you can do is sit there and watch then fry themselves or whatever) hey Lynsie, remember in 7th grade, Mr. Sloan's class, we had to read those poems about bugs, and we picked "The Requiem," and were like "what the heck is that?!" LoL, good times in the O.C.
anyway, excuse me while I go die now. *sigh*