I hate
I hate how my hand feels now when yours isn't in it
I hate how all my smiles seemed forced
I hate making no bake cookies by myself, and even worse eating them alone
I hate feeling so inadequate compared to her
I hate that I could never be your best friend
I hate cruising Galloway looking for a guy that is 1/2 as good as you
I hate opening the box of chocolates and playing the guessing game alone
I hate looking at my reflection knowing it was my fault
I hate how I always see you on, but never IM you
I hate my stupid rules
I hate that she hates me
I hate that I never return your calls
I hate the fact that I feel the need to read all of your letters you ever wrote me
I hate that I read the hurtfull ones daily
I hate that I know I wrote more hurtfull ones than you did
I hate that I feel the need to play all the CDs you made me
I hate that I hear your name everywhere
I hate that every time I eat a pizza I think of you
I hate that I always put you second
I hate that you always put me first
I hate how Stanford as a whole makes me think of you
I hate how you know what to say to make me cry
I hate how "Toxic" even makes me think of you
I hate it when you fight for me when I am not worth fighting for
I hate that you are the first and last thing on my mind each day
I hate waking up to your ring tone
I hate how my happiness was important to you
I hate that I could never be as good to you as you were to me
I hate that I have to go grocery shoping alone now
I hate that my little sisters keep asking me about you
I hate how everyone knows it was my fault
I hate that continued to hurt you
I hate that you said sorry more than I did
I hate that you don't hate me
AND MOST OF ALL
I hate that I can't bring my self to hate you
I hate how all my smiles seemed forced
I hate making no bake cookies by myself, and even worse eating them alone
I hate feeling so inadequate compared to her
I hate that I could never be your best friend
I hate cruising Galloway looking for a guy that is 1/2 as good as you
I hate opening the box of chocolates and playing the guessing game alone
I hate looking at my reflection knowing it was my fault
I hate how I always see you on, but never IM you
I hate my stupid rules
I hate that she hates me
I hate that I never return your calls
I hate the fact that I feel the need to read all of your letters you ever wrote me
I hate that I read the hurtfull ones daily
I hate that I know I wrote more hurtfull ones than you did
I hate that I feel the need to play all the CDs you made me
I hate that I hear your name everywhere
I hate that every time I eat a pizza I think of you
I hate that I always put you second
I hate that you always put me first
I hate how Stanford as a whole makes me think of you
I hate how you know what to say to make me cry
I hate how "Toxic" even makes me think of you
I hate it when you fight for me when I am not worth fighting for
I hate that you are the first and last thing on my mind each day
I hate waking up to your ring tone
I hate how my happiness was important to you
I hate that I could never be as good to you as you were to me
I hate that I have to go grocery shoping alone now
I hate that my little sisters keep asking me about you
I hate how everyone knows it was my fault
I hate that continued to hurt you
I hate that you said sorry more than I did
I hate that you don't hate me
AND MOST OF ALL
I hate that I can't bring my self to hate you