Walls Falling Down Around Me
I feel so fucking trapped right now. I honestly feel like I'm the unluckiest person in the world right now. Every time I try to get something positive going for me, it goes away or becomes a bitch to get. It happens every freaking time!
In May I made the decision to stop focusing so much on my hobbies and take the time to focus on my career and schooling and as soon as I make that decision and really decided to stick with it, things started falling apart.
See I made the decision to cut Pro Wrestling from my life, so I can really focus on my life and career. The company I worked for at the time was in trouble and I knew it, so I thought it would be best to just take advantage of the schedule and go to school and try to do something career wise and as soon as I decided to do that and really stick with it, I get laid off 5 days later. Which of course I should have saw coming a mile away.
You know..I honestly don't even know what to write out here anymore. I'm just so frustrated with my life so much right now, I'm really just sick of it all.
In May I made the decision to stop focusing so much on my hobbies and take the time to focus on my career and schooling and as soon as I make that decision and really decided to stick with it, things started falling apart.
See I made the decision to cut Pro Wrestling from my life, so I can really focus on my life and career. The company I worked for at the time was in trouble and I knew it, so I thought it would be best to just take advantage of the schedule and go to school and try to do something career wise and as soon as I decided to do that and really stick with it, I get laid off 5 days later. Which of course I should have saw coming a mile away.
You know..I honestly don't even know what to write out here anymore. I'm just so frustrated with my life so much right now, I'm really just sick of it all.