Dec 20, 2011 02:54
It's sick.. The hope and faith that I have for things to work out but I am finally, finally coming to the conclusion that they won't, and for me to really move on, I need to give it the fuck up. It's time to cut the ties. No more phone numbers, no more Facebook friends, no more late night texts. I've got to erase the traces like he erased the pictures, and it's time to move forward. He can't have anymore of my heart.. There just isn't anymore to give.
Tomorrow, when I am sober, I am going to delete his number, his texts, and our friendship and not look back... Because I just can't do it anymore.
And then I need to make a plan. I need a future. One with someone who is going to genuinely care and not care about themselves.
It's time to sleep, as I have therapy in the morning.