Ooo, easy livin..
I'm in a wonderful mood today. I woke up later than usual and was a little worried my delayed start might effect my day.. It hasn't, however. Kyle and I got out of bed & started cleaning our whole damn house. It wasn't real dirty but now it's sparkling! It's unbelievable how the state of my home effects my mood - cleaning is almost euphoric. I also washed all of our towels (two BIG loads) and managed to pack all of Charlie's things in the basement. He brought a giant tote, so I just started shoving all his shit into it & picking up trash...everywhere. Not disgusting trash but just...trash- paper, cups, cans, lint, dirty socks. After I got everything into one place, I pushed it into the storage corner of our basement & put his Agro shit on top. We traded shirts the first time he came down here, so I'll make sure to get mine back and that will be that. Kyle came downstairs & helped me fluff up the futon and sorted out the electrical cords to the entertainment center. It looks great & feels amazing to have our home back.
I made a bunch of phone calls today. Got informed about the things I needed to be informed about... I know how and where to get my Food Handlers Permit and my TIPS Certification so I can start looking for work at bar & grill type places. My dad doesn't expect me to look for a job until after I get back from my 21st vacation but I think I should talk to some places, see what's out there... I really want a job. I'm excited to get back to work & make my own cash. I have to drop one of my classes - Intro to Lit. Non Fic because it's a THREE HOUR CLASS and only one day a week AND at night. Muddies up my whole week & viable work schedule. It's fine though, I'll still be taking 13 hours, maybe a wellness course?
I feel like I'm getting myself back. Like the responsible, reasonable parts of my being are returning to normal. I feel as though I can focus again. I lost focus but it happens, it's life. Learn & grow - learn & grow - learn & grow. I'm just going to try to keep that with me, close to my chest.
Honestly, I just needed to write about this feeling because my journal is sooo often full of drab and dreary thoughts & I wanted to be able to recollect on this and think, "Hey kid...they're not all so bad."
♥ & ☮
I made a bunch of phone calls today. Got informed about the things I needed to be informed about... I know how and where to get my Food Handlers Permit and my TIPS Certification so I can start looking for work at bar & grill type places. My dad doesn't expect me to look for a job until after I get back from my 21st vacation but I think I should talk to some places, see what's out there... I really want a job. I'm excited to get back to work & make my own cash. I have to drop one of my classes - Intro to Lit. Non Fic because it's a THREE HOUR CLASS and only one day a week AND at night. Muddies up my whole week & viable work schedule. It's fine though, I'll still be taking 13 hours, maybe a wellness course?
I feel like I'm getting myself back. Like the responsible, reasonable parts of my being are returning to normal. I feel as though I can focus again. I lost focus but it happens, it's life. Learn & grow - learn & grow - learn & grow. I'm just going to try to keep that with me, close to my chest.
Honestly, I just needed to write about this feeling because my journal is sooo often full of drab and dreary thoughts & I wanted to be able to recollect on this and think, "Hey kid...they're not all so bad."
♥ & ☮