Oct 01, 2005 07:46
GOD! Seriously, if it's not the high school intercom blasting, or the rap music coming from lifted trucks, it's the fucking dudes with the really loud lawnmower basically standing outside my window at 7 am. wtf? This apartment is on a pretty quiet street yet the hours between 6 and 9 am you'd think I lived INSIDE Grand Central Station or something.
Sorry I haven't been updating, kiddies. It's like when you avoid a friend for too long and there is just too much catching up to do so you keep avoiding because you don't have time to talk about all the stuff that's happened. I do this freqently with friends. It begets much self-hatred, though.
My apartment is beautiful, as are the girls I live with. School is HARD. I have about 1000 pages (not an exaggeration) of reading for the weekend but I'm going to the Radisson party tonight and Will is driving down again (this is real love! Nobody else in the world would do this much driving to see me...)
As for Williamh, it has been difficult for us with me in school and him working. I'm worried. It's hard not being able to talk as much and it's definitely putting a strain on our relationship to be so close (and yet so far away). I have never really been able to balance school and a boyfriend, and I'm trying to figure out what to do in this situation. This really probably is the most important semsester of college for me. I mean, it really just is. And Will needs so much from me that I don't know if I can give it to him without sacrificing my REAL priorities. GAH! I wish someone could just tell me what to do.
It's been really hot in Whittier and I've been a grouchy little bunny for the past few days because I've been consistently saturated in sweat and having headaches.