this is the way it is
So it looks like I've got Lyme disease. Dr. Ellis sent off some of my blood to a lab in Florida today and I'll have the results back on Wednesday but he's pretty certain I have it. This will mean a year of antibiotics - three different kinds - and other things. It's scary and I'm scared.
I've been off Celexa and Wellbutrin for exactly eight days now. I've been very depressed. I have been nauseous, fatigued and just sick-feeling for a week now. And we don't know why.
I go to Olympia tomorrow to see a new psychiatrist - Dr. Kitty. Hopefully she'll have some idea of what medication I should try next. I watched RENT with Emily and Ethan and my mom on Saturday night and now Ethan and my mom are in love with the soundtrack. And I keep singing, "Will I lose my dignity?" because every time I go to a therapist, doctor, psychiatrist, parent, sister, friend because of my depression that is what I think: I am losing my dignity. And that's scary and that hurts.
I just ordered RENT sheet music, I'm making a Christmas/New Years present for my friends that I'm really happy about, and I've lost count of how many times Sam has saved my life.
I've been off Celexa and Wellbutrin for exactly eight days now. I've been very depressed. I have been nauseous, fatigued and just sick-feeling for a week now. And we don't know why.
I go to Olympia tomorrow to see a new psychiatrist - Dr. Kitty. Hopefully she'll have some idea of what medication I should try next. I watched RENT with Emily and Ethan and my mom on Saturday night and now Ethan and my mom are in love with the soundtrack. And I keep singing, "Will I lose my dignity?" because every time I go to a therapist, doctor, psychiatrist, parent, sister, friend because of my depression that is what I think: I am losing my dignity. And that's scary and that hurts.
I just ordered RENT sheet music, I'm making a Christmas/New Years present for my friends that I'm really happy about, and I've lost count of how many times Sam has saved my life.