more good things
*my hours getting cut back 'cause i gave notice
*how confident i'm feeling about not working another shit job in portland - about getting a job i want pretty quick
*how amazing the non-profit jobs are on the portland craigslist
*how easy sam is to forgive - because he knows how to apologize, what for, and when and he means it when he does it
*the week ahead of me: 3 days of work, no family, therapy, massage
*packing
*learning to drive clutch
*driving clutch for the first time alone...and getting to the bank and work
*having the house to myself
*laughing out loud with my coworkers
*the porn stars that came into work today (that's what we were laughing about - i don't know how she knew, but i swear to gawd jacki was right)
*the fact that jacki is named after jack daniels: jaqueline danielle
*showering
*my hair growing
*the situation with the oly boy - how teetering it's been for me monitoring my emotions and how successful it's been
*a good time with rebecka
*having met caitlin and fully intending to see her again
*the inspiration to try the picking my dad's been encouraging for months (years?)
*swap-bot.com
*breasts
*the people i'm moving in with
*saying what i want to say at work even when it's met with blank stares ("i think it's societal - the kind of porn that is encouraged leads to addiction more than..." i quit because they'd tuned out though they were nodding still)
*how many good things i can list