So it's come to this.

[scriptedromance]

There are some things that are just too hard to say in person, so I figured saying them here would a much better use of lj than for self-pity purposes. Brett, for all the shit I give you, I must say that I have the utmost respect for you, and what you have decided to do. You are a hero to me. It's a little odd that you're sitting right here, and I'm writing this knowing full well that you'll read it later and think I'm retarded, but when is a good time to just bust into a speech like this?

Anyway, like we all know, you'll make a great Marine. Good luck, and Semper Fidelis. I love you, and I can't wait until you come back.

As for me, this contentment has been long-awaited, and could not be more welcome.