timing is everything...
i am massively bummed out right now. which sucks since my birthday is
in t-minus two days. so this whole bummed out thing really needs to go.
my cousin was missing for nearly 48 hours. he has since turned up, and he is okay, thank god.
additionally, i loathe my seeming tendency toward impossible relationships. i'd love to just meet a guy who doesn't live on the opposite side of the planet. wait, that's not quite right... i'd love to meet a guy who doesn't have to go back to the home on the other side of the planet, at least not right away anyway. that may not be exactly right either, but maybe something along those lines. in reality, i am not ready to handle another serious relationship yet, and i am definitely not prepared to handle another around-the-world one, but i feel hollow right now... such a great guy - he will be sorely missed...
and it definitely sucks that all this has gone down so close to my birthday...
my cousin was missing for nearly 48 hours. he has since turned up, and he is okay, thank god.
additionally, i loathe my seeming tendency toward impossible relationships. i'd love to just meet a guy who doesn't live on the opposite side of the planet. wait, that's not quite right... i'd love to meet a guy who doesn't have to go back to the home on the other side of the planet, at least not right away anyway. that may not be exactly right either, but maybe something along those lines. in reality, i am not ready to handle another serious relationship yet, and i am definitely not prepared to handle another around-the-world one, but i feel hollow right now... such a great guy - he will be sorely missed...
and it definitely sucks that all this has gone down so close to my birthday...