Sep 03, 2004 12:39
yesterday, John and Tyler came over for a lil bit and so did amanda and Ryan. Later last night i totally snapped and had a nervous breakdown. But i guess it was time because i finally figured out what i need to do i guess. I think, personally, it's a good way to look at all this.
Wow. I hate being in the middle of this shit. Both "sides" bring me into it and it's not needed. It's between them. So i've decided I'm not going to be involved. I'm not goin to let it ruin anything between Me and John, or me and Jeff's friendship. John's fine with that. I haven't talked to jeffers about it but i don't think he'll have a problem with it either. My mom and I are better...i guess. I know that we're never going to be like we used to, but thats the way it's gotta be.
I went and helped out at the store today for a lil while. Then came home and cleaned. How fun. At like 5 somethin Tyler stopped by. We hung out here for a while and then went to get subway. I rode to the Football game with Tyler and we met John, naters, and Rico there after they had dinner with Taffie. Puffer of course got beat by muskegon...but was there any doubt of that? No. HA! I had fun tho. I came home from the game and called Gaeya. She came over and we were tryin to find somethin to do...but we didn't. So i just came back here and sat around.