WOAH!
i felt so moved by how great today was..that i felt i just HAD to write about it. so if you dont care about my day...then too bad.
today was probably..the best..if not, one of the best days of my life. i dont think ive ever laughed so much in the course of 4 hours any other time..ever. so today, i went to The Harvest with Klee and a couple of her church friends, Jeremy and Ryan...i didnt know them very well so i felt a little awkward. The Harvest, in my opinion, sucked...but thats probably just because we were sitting on the other side of the stage...and it was just boring. but thats OKAY. so we decided to leave a little bit early and go to pick up stix...and we ended staying there for two hours after we were done eating...talking about the most RANDOM things...and it was just so lovely. we laughed so hard..and yea...i was being pretty funny..and it was cool. and after that..we all went to matts house for his bday party and even though i didnt think it was gonna be all that fun...it really was. i mean, i was scared that someone was gonna say something rude and klee was gonna get mad and hate them and it was not like that at all..we all got together and jumped on the trampoline and then we listened to the bands new stuff and it was great...and klee made friends with them (or at least i think she did) and something about this whole night just made it so...perfect i guess. and one of the things i loved about it the most was that..i had a great, fun day..and i didnt need sebastian there to make me happy. and i know it has to mean something, that i can care about someone so much and not feel like theyre the ONLY thing that can keep me entertained..and im really really thankful for that.
today was so satisfying..i now know that i am happy.
i realized alot of other things too...but i need to really figure them out before i can explain them.
have a good day guys =)
--jamie.
today was probably..the best..if not, one of the best days of my life. i dont think ive ever laughed so much in the course of 4 hours any other time..ever. so today, i went to The Harvest with Klee and a couple of her church friends, Jeremy and Ryan...i didnt know them very well so i felt a little awkward. The Harvest, in my opinion, sucked...but thats probably just because we were sitting on the other side of the stage...and it was just boring. but thats OKAY. so we decided to leave a little bit early and go to pick up stix...and we ended staying there for two hours after we were done eating...talking about the most RANDOM things...and it was just so lovely. we laughed so hard..and yea...i was being pretty funny..and it was cool. and after that..we all went to matts house for his bday party and even though i didnt think it was gonna be all that fun...it really was. i mean, i was scared that someone was gonna say something rude and klee was gonna get mad and hate them and it was not like that at all..we all got together and jumped on the trampoline and then we listened to the bands new stuff and it was great...and klee made friends with them (or at least i think she did) and something about this whole night just made it so...perfect i guess. and one of the things i loved about it the most was that..i had a great, fun day..and i didnt need sebastian there to make me happy. and i know it has to mean something, that i can care about someone so much and not feel like theyre the ONLY thing that can keep me entertained..and im really really thankful for that.
today was so satisfying..i now know that i am happy.
i realized alot of other things too...but i need to really figure them out before i can explain them.
have a good day guys =)
--jamie.